Monday, December 11, 2006

damn me...


I know that my life has been quite miserable recently, and it makes me stress.
Phone call at almost mid-night time
Discussing a small tiny yet important thing during my bed time, which didn't pointing any good conclusion
Oh... it just makes me crazy
On top of that, arguing with someone that you really love and almost make her cry is NOT a very clever option during your stressful-at morning time... which I did it this morning.
But at my morning drive to the office this morning, I'm accidentally saw something that makes me grateful for my life.
There I saw, two 'kuli bangunan' at tendean-sisingamaradja junction (there's a digging project along that junction, so I guess it's gonna be a serious traffic jam during Jakarta's rush our), waiting for a bowl 'bubur ayam' for their breakfast. Same kind breakfast that I have for this morning.
Satu orang kuli duduk di bangku kayu yang disediakan tukang bubur, kaki beralaskan lumpur yang sudah agak kering, celana panjang penuh lumpur, muka kelelahan. Satu lagi jongkok menyender di pagar dengan tatapan menerawang kelelahan, dia memakai celana yang tadinya berwarna biru gelap sudah berganti warna coklat lumpur dengan sandal kulit usang bersol lumpur.
Oh God....
masih ada orang sepertinya kurang beruntung dari saya: tidak setiap hari mereka bisa bertemu keluarga mereka, kerja keras dari tengah malam buta sampai pagi menjelang hanya untuk mendapatkan uang makan sehari-hari dan bekal buat keluarga mereka di kampung...
damn you roi